The Divine Experiment
Photo By CC: Void To Void
C_C,
Every end has a new beginning. I bid you a farewell. Thought, you will be lost in the mist and clouds of
Himalayan Valley, and the world beyond that. We have departed never to meet
again. Though this thought was depressing, but I had reconciled with it. I
never look back, nor do I chase shadows. I just keep on walking in the opposite
direction until everything stops making sense. I have deliberately separated
your initials by a space, a void or rather a subtle void in between your
initials. You are an illusion and reality at the same time. Once you were a
reality, now you are an illusion.
I said to you few shocking
things. Whatever I told you, my intentions were good. A man needs to be judged
by intentions. My intention was to heal a bruised soul. A pure and divine soul,
which was a victim of the callous world. Tears wash the stains of the soul. You
said ‘you learned from me’, and you know what ‘I unlearned from you’. My
learning had made me complicated, dubious and rational, which consumed my vital
forces. Then I met you, a breath of fresh air. At first sight, I felt no
vibration. You appeared just like any other Western girl looking for the
solution of personal riddles in the mystic land. There is special providence in
the fall of Sparrow (Shakespeare). The fresh air had touched my skin to
penetrate deep and affect my psyche. I started unlearning. Will you be
surprised if I tell you that now I am on the path of simplicity, faith and
intuition. My intellect has deceived me. Now I need to ensure that intellect was the real cause of my void .
Respect is not important. You
always need a reason to respect somebody. But you can love anybody without a
reason. Learning weaved a web around the senses and reduces perception. Love is
that magic which breaks the talisman of flesh and makes you see things with
feelings. That kind of unconditional love, a panacea of all suffering,
evaporates like camphor in the heat of a ruthless world. You have hidden that
love in the secret crevices of your heart and sometimes it overflows and soaks
a deprived soul, just like an aimless drifting cloud of valley soaks a wanderer
for nothing.
You need not to be grateful
to anybody. Rather, people should be grateful to you for being around. As I am.
If people are disappointed in you, it is their problem. They are greedy and
want more, while you have already given more than they deserve. Forgive and
forget them. They are normal selfish people who value a thing only when it has
slipped out of their hand.
You wrote, “Also, some things
you said.. maybe I should have said something and I didn’t”. That makes you more
beautiful as a person and as a human being. In these two dots followed by
‘maybe’ is the secret of the universe. This kind of silent conversation is the
strength of any relationship. It is good to leave things unsaid. Conscience
doesn’t permit us to be judgmental.
You are warm, as warm as cozy
blanket you are wrapped up in the valley of Himalaya, right now. I would pity
the person who does not find you warm. Why should you bother for such kind of
insensitive person?
This whole gambit is no
experiment. It is a divine plan. We cannot always make things happen. Sometimes
they just do happen to us. Your smile is very precious CC, smile if it makes
you happy to think that the entire episode was an experiment, but rest assured
it was a divine experiment.
Ciao
VBG
© Vipin Behari
Goyal
